i'm trying

is that my fault if i hate this world?

is that my fault if this world hate me?
when life gives me a hundred reasons to cry
i show life that i have a thousand reason to smile
i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh
but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry

when things go wrong as they sometimes will

when the road i'm trudging seems all up hill

when the funds are low and the debts are high
and i want to smile, but i have to sigh
when care is pressing i down a bit
rest if i must, but don't i quit
life is queer with its twists and turns
as every one of us sometimes learns
and many a failure turns about